It is my sincere desire
and commitment to help you to allow yourself
to be loved. You subconsciously hesitate to receive
love, kindness, grace and actual help from everyone
including yourself. You dissociate yourself from the
sound bonding of mutually giving and receiving
love between you and others, you and yourself, you and
Nature, and you and God. This manner of dissociation
is originated from traumatic impacts you received in
the past, especially in your childhood. You concealed
the terror inside of yourself not to feel it. Consequently,
you became numb and incapable to express your feelings
and emotions in a healthy manner. Also, because of the
pain inside, you fortified yourself by covering yourself
up with a dense energetic armor for the sake of protection.
In other words, you imprisoned yourself in a psychological
cage, energetically repressing yourself. This is now,
shutting out the natural flow of love, energy, and internal
wisdom, in and around you, which is vital for your life.
This energetic solidification results in dis-ease,
a highly stressed, imbalanced state. It will be eventually
manifested in various forms of symptoms; depression,
cancer, stroke, migraine headaches, etc. This is an
ironical turnout. You got wounded because of the lack
of love in the first place. Then, you ended up refusing
love, and you became dis-eased.
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is not a matter of destroying fear,
but of knowing its nature
and of seeing it as a less powerful force
than the power of love.
- Barbara Ann Brennan
Key for Healing
The key for your healing is to directly experience
your spiritual ground, called in many ways, such
as Great Mother, True-Self, Higher-Self, or Soul.
It is the deepest part of your internal reality
which has not been affected by anything. No matter
how terrible your experience might be –
from sexual abuse, beatings, to the icy cold family
where no warm attention was given to you –
the deepest ground of your psyche remains untouched.
It is the innate holiness and strength inside
of yourself that has remained pure and innocent
since the beginning of your life, and will stay
forever unchanged. As you are deeply immersed
in your own spiritual truth, you will come to
realize who you really are is infinite consciousness
filled with unconditional love of the Divine.
You will know that you are truly a loveable person,
no matter what kind of past you went through.
You will restore the deep trust and love for yourself,
for others, and for the outer world. You will
regain the loving bonding with everything and
everyone around you, and your life will flourish
and be filled with joy.
Approach to Help You
My pure dedication is to help you to be welcomed
by your own spiritual truth, getting back to Home.
I would initiate the healing process for you by
turning over everything in me to the Divine. I
will be immersed into a self-less awareness, which
is timeless and purely non-dual. At this moment,
some great spiritual force, which is clearly beyond
my own individual existence, starts to take care
of the rest of the healing process. Within this
healing space, some spiritual or energetic resonance
naturally emerges between you and me, because
I do not defend myself against you. I do not have
“I” to defend, thus, I could sympathetically
open up myself for your own personal growth. This
resonance will gradually evolve into the Oneness,
where there is no separation, thus, completely
non-judgmental. Without any effort from you or
me, the Spirit will open its arms and extend its
Grace to you. You will be surrounded by a very
warm, kind, and peaceful sensation, like a baby
who is cradled in its mother’s arms. You
will feel a sense of familiarity within that warmth
and kindness, because it is your spiritual truth.
You will touch the essence of your being, and
feel deep peacefulness.
By giving myself up to the Divine, I will bridge
a gap between your daily consciousness and your
spiritual truth. This is an impersonal process.
I do neither intend to impose any of my personal
will on you, nor transfer any personal energy
to you. This is a truly gentle process, because
you and I will not try to fix anything. It is
a deep affirmation and acceptance of what you
are. This is the process for your freedom. You
will let go of a lot of stories and illusions
in you which have bound your life. You will release
a great deal of self-created burdens.
created me like itself.
- A Course in Miracles
This approach of healing is applicable to almost
any psychological or physical conditions. However,
I have found that some spiritual force within
me wells up inside of me to help or empower particularly
the following interests, concerns or issues. In
other words, I have been guided to work on the
- To release childhood trauma by helping you
become aligned with your spiritual ground
- To gain healthy self-esteem, stopping self-criticism
- To transform personality for a cancer patient:
shifting from the mentality prone to cancer
to the mentality immune to cancer.
*In my eyes, cancer results from the state of
energy depletion by overly serving others, while
refusing to receive love. Without transforming
your personality, you will stay vulnerable to
illness, even if you would successfully become
- To spiritually assist a couple who are struggling
with infertility by nurturing the soul-to-soul
communication between you and your spouse, and
between you and a future baby, in order to make
the chance of pregnancy greater from a spiritual
- To bring peace into the energetic dynamics
within a couple.
- To raise the level of consciousness into the
I am approaching your issue or am helping your
personal empowerment, as an energy/spiritual healer,
from an energetic/spiritual standpoint. I am not
a licensed psychologist, counselor, or psychiatrist.
Therefore, I will not make any medical diagnoses
and/or prescriptions for your conditions.
I am not presenting, in the above, a fairy tale
simply to give you hope or to make you feel encouraged.
I am presenting an actual process of recovery
through self-discovery. Your spiritual essence
holds substantial reality. You can actually and
directly touch and feel your Soul. I am proving
this in my actual life. I was a victim of childhood
abuse; severely beaten up by my father. For decades,
I was in an unreasonable sense of helplessness.
The fear in me formed the perfectionism that drove
me to do relentless hard work to gain admiration
and approval from everyone. Through years of spiritual
practice and self-healing, I have finally attained
my own spiritual truth. I have experienced my
Soul in a tangible manner. I have been feeling
a genuine deep safety, always protected by the
Divine force. My Soul has dissolved my pains and
sufferings and it has brought me an unencumbered
life, always being peaceful. If you wish, I would
love to share this process through my heart and
Soul with you and your Soul.
From my heart
Founder of Atman Well-being (in service since 2004)
Hoffman Estates, Illinois